anti-love, hate activist

lost
confused
heart broken and miss-used
gave you all my money
but forgot to pay my dues.
ate all my food but
i forgot to chew
swallowing a gang FULL of pain
now it's stuck in the tube.
put you first
made you my first
then it got worse

lies
cries
flat lines
laying in a black Hearse

well at least my heart is

picked a hole in the dirt
and put heart in a compartment

a soul of no souls
my mind is an apartment with no doors
cant find a exit
for my minds to transcend

cant find an equivalent place
where loves blend

is it hatred?

just face it

love changes more than we turn stations
see what's new then were back to the basics

HEART BROKEN

or is it

BROKEN HEART?

sewed together or is it
torn apart ?

it's over
its what you said

but

where do i start?

miss-used-ness

made me clueless

love roams everywhere
but
how do I do this?

LOST

using a pen to paint the portrait of my painful procedure

if love don't need me
i don't need it neither

2 bullets to the body

my heart and dreamer

POW!

so i remove my love

heart brake isn't me

and i remove my brain

for no reminiscing

because see i use to be in love

I'm no longer in it

there's no such thing as start
if you never finished

no one believes in dirty

if your not replenished

don't believe in butterflies
there just punches

don't believe in chills
there just hunches

or hints
of your future heartbrokeness...

finish...

anti-love

hate activist

putting a prohibition on a love intoxication

giving you a LWL

a loving while living

cuz see i use to be in love

but what's the point really?

what's the point of falling

when your feet's safe on the grownd

why love later

when

you can hate NOW!!!